Almost turn 19 or already 19?

Either today or tomorrow,
I will turn 19,
Believe or not,
I'm getting older,
Based on Msia time or Egypt time.

Basically, I'm half happy and half not,
Which means i am 50% happy and 50% unhappy.

Unhappy because:

Getting older means:
1) More responsibilities
2) Much more work to do,
3) Must become matured enough as increasing in age
4) Time left is shorter
5) Less time to play

Happy because:

1) Much more free to make decision
2) Can do many things on my own without others help
3) Time to fulfill my dream will become nearer
4)Become more mature, responsible person
5) Enable make people respect my decision